Point blank I've always loved and been in love with you Lins. You really understood me and the it. I hate that u left me here but you were too good 4 this world and I guess it was your time to come home. SOME THINGS ARE..... INEVITABLE. So I going to continue in your honor and keep on keeping on. The depth of your lil soul was unparalleled life just gave u a shitty set of cards. If I could trade any of it I would rather bear the burden. This was not fair or rite or natural or OK. I will be heartbroken 4 life. I'm going to make it happen 4 you. I'm sorry I'm was just a regular old Joe with insecuritys and flaws. I should have had my life together alot more and I could and should have helped you more. I'm sorry for being selfish and only thinking of me. I feel like somehow this is my fault. And I bet alot of us feel like this. This was a anomalie a fucking fluke and whoever with out having noloxone handy u lost this rare spark for all of us in this world. I just wish you would have called me... last time i saw that was one of the best moments I've shared with anyone I wish i could just say it ain't so. But I can't. This news broke me and I found out 2 3 years after. Wtf. I just saw you and let u go. I should have not let you leave my site. I'm sorry I failed you. I love u forever Lido Lee. My world will never be all the way rite no matter how many good times accomplishment etc. You were once a true love of mine. Listen to "girl from the north county" by Johnny Cash and Bob Dylan . Thank you for your memories. Peace ✌️ love your Inevitable